Reality check

I'm at a place where all this negativity is killing me, physically, not metaphorically. So I've made the decision that I'm not getting divorced and I am going to find a way to make this marriage work. Knowing that it's impossible to change someone else, I am starting to change myself. First, I have to give up on my husband being the man I wished he was and start accepting him for what he is. Part of that means I have to live my life as if I'm not married. At least in the way my mind understands married, meaning the man takes care of certain things. So as of today, I'm setting my mind that I'm a single mom who happens to have some funny guy living with me (He really is a funny guy). Wish me well and I'll keep posting the ramblings of my brain for all to gawk at.

Ewwww I ended a sentence with a preposition! let's just pretend for a moment that we're all Japanese and I'm allowed to use postpositions. Okay? Thanks!